A gorgeous, must-have Collector's Edition of the beloved companion novel to the New York Times bestselling and YA BookTok sensation, If He Had Been With Me **

This beautiful Collector's Edition of Laura Nowlin's acclaimed If Only I Had Told Her features a newly designed cover with printed edges, designed endpapers, a ribbon bookmark, and an exclusive new scene!

An authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and those relationships that change your life.

If only I'd told her that I loved her years ago, then I wouldn't be here now...

Finn has always loved Autumn. She's not just the girl next door or his mother's best friend's daughter, she is his everything. But she's not his girlfriend. That's Sylvie, and Finn would never hurt her, so there's no way Autumn could know how he truly feels.

Jack, Finn's best friend, isn't so sure. He's seen Finn and Autumn together. How could she not know? And how is he supposed to support and protect Finn when heartache seems inevitable?

Autumn surrounds herself with books and wants to write her own destiny - but one doesn't always get a new chapter, and fate can be cruel to those in love.